2.28.2010

With Glowing Hearts......

Today we said good-bye to the 2010 Winter Olympic Games in Vancouver and hello to the countdown to the next Olympics in 2014-Russia bound.  Here's to the screams and shouts, the cheering, the tears and the smiles that the games provided.  The USA should be proud with it's final medal count-37 to be exact-on top yet again as the country with the greatest amount of medals.  We are an amazing nation and the Winter Olympics are reason 789,495 of what I love about being an American.  Here are just a few of the highlights:

-Lindsey Vonn took Gold with more determination than ever.  She came in with a shin injury and left a gold medalist.  That's what Olympian dreams are made of.

-Shaun White took Gold in the halfpipe to no surprise and with a KILLER last run through the halfpipe even after he had found out he took Gold.  He's not the type to let himself off easily, so to show the crowd and himself that he was even more deserving of the medal, he landed The Double McTwist 1260, a trick that he created, named and one which I will someday tell my children about. :-)  He truly is SO proud to be an American too. And he rocked that plaid jacket and levi snowpants.

-Men's Hockey takes silver in a game that will go down in the record books.  With 25 seconds left in regulation time the U.S., which had pulled their goalie Miller to put an additional player on the offense, scored on Canada, forcing the game into OT in sudden death fashion.  For almost 4 heartwrenching minutes the teams battled it out when finally Canada made the shot solidifying its' gold medal.  You could see the pain in the eyes of the U.S. team but I couldn't be more proud of a team that duked it out until the end.  In the face of adversity, facing a team on home turf and country which created the sport of hockey, the U.S. put forth an unbelieveable effort. 

-The bobsled team took gold which it had not done since 1948.  What an AMAZING team!

-The men's team/individuals in nortic brought home 6 medals total, more than it had in the history of the winter games.  We took gold in the men's individual nortic for the first time in the Winter Games.  Just where there is a sport where we haven't brought home a medal in, we train an athlete that will take to the medal podium.  We are the U.S.A.

And one story that had to be one of the most touching of all was watching the glow of Norman Rochette on ice as she skated soley for her mother.  Her mom passed just 2 short days before she began her short and long program and while many couldn't fathom she would skate on, skate on she did.  And not just skate on, she skated well enough to stand on the medal podium to accept the bronze for woman's figure skating for Canada. And in her mom's honor.  I was deeply touched watching her skate so poised and with such grace, and then witnessing the tears in her blue eyes as she finished her program and blew a kiss to her father.  What a woman she is and an inspiration to anyone faced with any adversity.  Even though the world was her stage, she skated for her mom and fulfilled a dream that her mother helped her envision.



With Glowing Hearts....the phrase most associated with this Olympics.  The phrase that is found in the first several verses of the Canadian National Anthem.  And the tattoo that I got placed on my hip almost 4 years ago.  The heart making the shape of 'C' plus 'P' put together, the initials of my Chris, and the flame over the heart because of how he set my heart on fire the day that I met him, and the way that he consistently makes me melt.  I loved that beautiful reminder of a symbol that is permanently on me for all time.


I stand just a bit taller after these games as I do after every games.  The fleeting moments are what I will always remember when I watch our country compete their hearts out to make our country proud.  May the youth fly on the hopes and dreams that have been created from the inspiration of every Olympian of these Winter Games.  The next generation of Olymipians have their eyes set on Russia.



'Every child has a right to play'

GO USA!!!

P.S. Sending extra inspiration to Chris who begins Airbourne officially tomorrow!  I'm so proud!

We are a world still divided....

I came back from a International Studies Conference in New Orleans with a fresh perspective on academia.  It needs revival.  My dad did a fabulous job though.  He tackled a subject that is extremely controversial to both academia and the miltiary.  His school of thought is entirely unique-well grounded in the firm roots of academia while having donned the military uniform for 22 years of his life.  He is caught between the rifts of both worlds and he is guiding his ship ever so smoothly through the rough waters.  His topic:  Increasing Airpower resourses to assist in state development using Afghanistan as a case study.  Afghanistan with air routes to take their produce from village to village, with routes that take government officials from the capitol to the hinterlands, could this world exist?  Absolutely my dad says and he is working his way venue through venue to promote his thoughts on why and how we can make this revolution happen.  I am behind him (and continuously learning from him) every step of the way.  I could go on and on about the fantastic thoughts that my dad has, he is a genius amoungst men seeking to make his mark.  It wil happen and the world will be a better place for it.

Out of this conference came some thoughts that I didn't even know could be provoked, because I had never willingly put myself in this type of setting that I found myself in while sipping a margarita at Jimmy Buffets' Margaritaville in NOLA.  We were there to watch the screening of 'Human Terrain'.  A documentary on the element of civilian assistance in Afghanistan so we thought.  Needless to say, 20 minutes into the movie I found myself in a venue that I was having mixed emotions about. I became angry.  I watched at academia's feeble attempt to portray the life of a fellow academic who chose to join the war as a civilian, er, as a anthropologist operating under the U.S. Army's Field Manuel.  So many emotions and angles were perceived from the film that night but these are mine.  The plot was simple in a way.  Michael Bhatia was a social scientiest, an Anthropologist at that, who was given the opportunity to embed with a combat team.  The social scientists are mixed on this concept.  Many are anti-war while some jump at the gun to hold a gun and be a part of the military even if only in theory and not by rank.  Michael reported on his experiences and had hopes that the HTT's were making a difference.  Controversial, the HTT's have been deemed good in theory, but a disaster in practice.  Just as so many of our beloved military men have gone in the wake of IED's detonating while on a routine patrol, Michael was not immune to this.   He lost his life in May of 2008.  His collegues have chosen to use his death as somewhat of a martyr.  They are using it to promote the fact that academic's should not be involved in war.  Hmm.  Last time I checked, and Bing West quotes as well, Al-Quaeda does not distinguish between professor and soldier.  Whether in the confines of academia or marred by sweat and blood in the battlefield, terrorists will find you.  They will hunt you down if they choose and target you. 

I found a bit of hypocracy with the anthropologists.  While they preach that there is an alternative to kinetic warfare, when there is an opportunity to assist the military in making this happen they close the door.  They would rather read and research about human populations and culture but when it comes time to put the pen away and put on their workboots to turn research into policy, they back down. This is my opinion and largley the opinion of the military as well.  We can use civilian forces to assist in understanding non-kinetic methods of curbing violence and increasing state building but locating the unique population of civilians will continue to be a problem.  It appears to be more simple to locate those civilians that are very adament about being comfortable in the seats of their ivory tower while sipping their lattes than those that are willing to join the fight. 

On another note, I happened to come across a comment made by a college student on facebook that really struck my chord.  I tend to shy away from making controversial comments on blogs, attacking individuals or overstating my opinion but I really felt compelled to respond and to share my point of view.The valuables of Bradley Smith were horrifically stolen by a couple of meth addicts and the college student had the nerve to try to engage in discourse with military men who were simply venting their anger in response from the situation.  Let me repeat: the last things that were touched and worn by Bradley were stolen from his widow Tiffany's rental car while she was in Colorado attending a memorial.  Does Tiffany and those defending her and Brad's honor not have the right to show anger and disgust at these cruel men?  The worst part came when this college student attempted to think that her education would hold weight in a discussion-she was ignorant enough to believe the preconceived notion and the theory that mainstream media has put out there that military men are uneducated.  This couldn't be farther from the truth.  Rather than repeat my words, I will post them here as a reminder to how I responded to this 'fellow' acadamian:

 Posted 2/27/2010

"Well said Tiffany, Jarred and Christopher. I can usually attempt at keeping a cool head while being offended by ‘fellow' academia and I do say ‘fellow’ because I hold several degrees of which don’t even matter because here, in this discussion, we are all concerned citizens-degrees and even rank don’t matter. Heck, Ted Bundy had a degree. Please explain to me how that helped his character. I am consistently disgusted on a daily basis on the divide between academia and military. The battles between human populations will exist so long as humans inhabit earth. The ‘study of people and populations’ actually teach us that. It is a fact. Men like Sun Tzu and Clausewitz tell us this. It is a very ugly world we live in. Thankfully, there are men guarding those dark walls from our view like SRA Bradley Smith and countless others that have joined in on this discussion that will gladly face those demons so that we can have sweet dreams of sugarplums at night. If these men were not out there, our dreams would be a lot less sweet. Trust me. If you were to ask Tiffany, the wife of Brad, who studied Pashto at the Defense Language Institute she can tell you stories about girls in Afghanistan who will never see the walls of a school because their country frowns upon the education of women and for that matter, women having many rights at all. What would you resort to if you could not educate yourself, better your way of life and even choose the man that you wanted to marry? When you don’t stand behind these men and women expressing their anger towards criminals who stole a hero’s belongings simply to promote an addiction to drugs then frankly, you’re supporting the criminals. These criminals aren’t citizens of our country that represent the majority of us. They live a life in the trance of amphetamines and they support this destructive lifestyle through stealing. Drugs, theft, what comes next? Murder? I encourage you to watch Law Abiding Citizen. Imagine it was your father in Gerard Butler’s shoes.




Brad was also well on his way to earning his college degree for himself, his family and for his career. Completing classes and fighting a war. These men do their homework on their cots, not in Starbucks. They don’t party on the weekends, they have no weekends. There biggest tests are on the battlefield. The demands on our modern military are phenomenal and I encourage you to commend them, honor them and respect them for having the courage to be in the arena, wearing the dust and the blood and making sacrifices every single day in the name of FREEDOM."

I will continue to defend the military man/woman to my peers in academia and stand up for the honorable life that they lead.  I will not let the theories, ideas and opinions of students taint what the miltiary has provided and continues to provide us with.  And if anyone has forgotten what they have provided us just step outside and breath that fresh air.  What's that you taste on that breeze?  The taste of sweet freedom.  Something intangible that I am grateful for every single day of my life.

2.09.2010

Inspirations from a hospital room....

While an American Hero was lost on 3 January 2010, another American Hero celebrated his alive day that same day.  Mike 'Lassie' Malarsie was Brad Smith's ROMAD on the day that an IED took Brad's life and changed Mike's forever.  Life-ending and life-altering. One leave's a legacy, another left to remind us of his.  One finds peace with the Man in the sky while another begins a long process on a road to recovery, relearning the very world that he will only have memories of phyiscally seeing.  Mike is blind.  But Mike is very, very able.  He has become an inspiration to all that have had the privilage of witnessing his new path that he has so willingly taken head on.  He has no fears, so it seems.  In his minds eye, while he may be seeing black, his future is brighter than the sun.  He's grateful and happy and kind.  He isn't bitter, resentful or angry for the new journey that has been chosen for him.  The world needs inspiration and individuals who change the way that people look at their own lives and Mike has surely provided me a sense of new reflection on my life. And so many others I know have had the same sense of reflection on their lives. His story, his character and his determination have been life-changing.  A moment that made me stop dead in my tracks and reflect on the things that truely do matter in life. 
The minute things that seemed to bother me before I am able to simply look past and forget.  I analyze friendships differently, holding those that are dear to me closer. Realizing that now more than ever that I want to be surrounded solely by those that have the same level of love, compassion and zest to make a difference in this world as I do. While I have always held causes close to my heart, now more than ever I personally know a great American that will forever impact my life on a day to day basis-Chris and I both feel this way.  It's a new mission, a new calling to band together with those that feel the same and to NEVER FORGET the great sacrifice that Mike made, and ALWAYS REMEMBER that we must be there for him to help to strive to be the Mike that he was before his journey was altered on that fateful day.  May we never forget that that was not the day that he was wounded, but that was the day that he was given a second chance at living.  
Alive Day Mike 'Lassie Malarsie-January 3 2010
RIP Bradley R. Smith-January 3 2010
"Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."- John 15:13

His journey has only begun and I am anxious to watch it unfold.  Chris and I are excited to visit with him again as he begins his assimilation back into society.  It will be nothing short of phenomenal to continue to hear of his story.  We have heard first hand that Mike is just-different.  He's unlike any other veteran that ward 58 at Walter Reed has seen.  The support that he has received has been unparallel and he continues to provide new inspiration to even complete strangers on a daily basis.  Who knew that one individual could have the power to change perspectives and alter the lives of so many individuals?  Mike has accomplished all of this in just one short month.  Many individuals spend their entire lives seeking to be the source of motivation that Mike has been.  It is nothing short of absolutely remarkable.

2.05.2010

Beginning Again....

Why is it so easy to get caught up in life that we fail at times to reflect on the importance of our day-to-day living? The experiences we have, the lessons we learn and the incredible moments that are between the monumental events in our lives are what truly counts. May 2009, my last entry and an earnest attempt at describing where I was in life and what was coming. Monumental that month was-a Master's degree-I still have a hard time fathoming it, and it wasn't until this month that i finally purchased the $20 frame to place my $30,000 piece of paper in. It is already beginning to collect some dust and I am anxious to move onto the next phase of life in Florida-but as I mention my life continuing, need I not forget to mention the tragedy that occured one month ago where a young life went to fast.
There are those moments in life that force you to pause, to take a step back and evaluate where you're heading in life and what exactly your purpose it. January 3rd was one of those days that takes your breath away, but for all the wrong reasons. It made my heart hurt, I shed tears, I asked why and wondered what the future held for families, for a wife, for a little baby girl and for close friends of SRA Bradley R. Smith KIA January 3, 2010, OEF. It was life altering for all those listed and for me, it touched me beyond explaination and I will forever be changed as a result.
I have been a patriot my whole life. I have bled red, white and blue, while not physically, but in many other tangible ways. I remember sitting in awe as a little girl at the air shows watching the planes and all the men in uniform. I wrote essays for VFW contests on patriotism. I expressed my pride through poetry, coloring my hair on the fourth of July and realizing at a very young age that those who served were answering a higher calling. I was changed on that day, 9/11, where classmates and I put together a memorial video depicting local and national images and videos that hit all to close to home. I donated blood. I made memorial ribbons. I watched the '9/11 class' cross the stage praying for those who would enter into service after graduation. They were ready. We were all moved then, but while some forgot, even when we all promised our country we wouldn't, I kept remembering my dad and all his buddies serving. I could never forget. I created a collage of newspaper clippings of 9/11 and then placed my fathers picture in it-he is and always will be my hero. I understood even then that freedom wasn't free. I'm not sure when I first understood, but I suppose growing up military-you just know that your dad (or mom's) job is...different. I spoke words of pride and honor at my fathers Air Force retirement ceremony and made a tribute video of his life and military career as I watched him proudly done his uniform and beret as an active duty member for the last time. I married my better half who serves proudly as a JTAC in the Air Force and is now my hero as well.  I watched him gruel through tech school and finally the proud moment where he doned his black beret and bloused his combat boots.  He was prepared.  I spent over 1 year alone without my hero as he served in both OIF and OEF and not a day went by that he wasn't always on my mind.  Yet I understood his dedication and applauded his selfless service.  The respect that he and other men gain simply for wearing the uniform is beyond words.  Complete strangers walk up to these men in airports and put their hand on their hearts and just saying 'thank you' and nothing else.  I have witnessed this and it brought a tear to my eye. I myself even entered AFROTC learning to be a leader before I chose a different path of service.  Those years were invaluable though and the friends that I made are still with me to this day. Commisioned and serving their country with pride. I get chills when I hear any tribute song to America and the melody of 'America, the beautiful' brings a tear to my eye. My list goes on....
I never seek to influence others to develop the same level of patriotism, I only hope to lead by example. The colors of our flag, the words of our founding fathers and the first documents that produced the greatest democracy in the world will forever make me stand taller and prouder. Bradley has not been the first, nor the last American that will refresh the tree of liberty with the blood of a patriot. But he has been one of the closest Chris or I have personally be connected to and touched by. His legacy remains and while his physical presense is with us no more, he left on this earth a beautiful wife and daughter who will carry on his memory forever. I myself won't have to be reminded because I will think of Tiffany and Chloe every single day. I will pray for their peace and their comfort and for Tiffany to finally be able to take a breath of fresh air. When you marry your better half you can never, ever forget them when they leave this transient life we live. But I believe that coping mechanism improve over time. She is an angel-and will be the most wonderful mother to Chloe, and already is in so many ways.
The world is missing a hero, heaven gained one. And while we may not understand why, may this picture alone speak volumes.  One hero lost, another one gained I ask?  May future generations understand at the youngest of ages that it is there duty to step forward and protect the very fabric of America from being tread on by our most vicious enemies.


Photo by: Courtney Gartner
"Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction"~Ronald Reagon